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A Sun of a Soul - Part 1
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Friday, March 8, 2019
Lately I've been feeling the deepest connection to the sun that I've ever felt. I feel like my soul is taking the shape of it, and I can't stop it. I literally feel like the sun is inside of me, not even metaphorically. It's just there. I have always had a connection to the element of fire and often use flames to channel my intuition, to understand myself more. But this time I feel like I have an umbilical cord attached to my soul, and that at some point I may be lifted off the ground and swung from a being that desperately wants me as its playmate. Why do you think I feel this way?
I love music, and melody
and harmony, and theory
and everything about music, and can’t resist it
music’s music to my ears.
One day we’ll see everything we’re meant to see
One day we’ll be everything we’re meant to be
But until then, let’s pretend to know
where we’ll go.
And whenever I write something new
I get the feeling that my soul grew
Through melody and rhythm,
There’s nothing I can’t say
I express every feeling this way.
I don't think the universe it trying to tell me something anymore—in fact, that's because I listened to it, and now I'm here, with this conviction that somehow I'm carrying the sun around inside of me. But I haven't been told yet why I needed to know this, or what I'm supposed to do with this knowledge. It's this strange pleasurable burden that makes me feel restless and wild, like I have a hot potato but am unable to let go of it or an explosive that I don't know where to place. It's always threatening me somehow. I'm thrilled, but it's a lot, even for me. But I guess I've always longed to feel connected in this way. I’ll let you see it if you promise to be careful.
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