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we went into a forest together...
i didn't realize you'd stepped out after only a couple steps in...
So i kept going, thinking you'd just gotten ahead
and looked for you forever.
i was lost, but somehow, i survived
And all that time i thought that love would be my guide
It was years before i realized i'd been fooled
But really, all along i knew
At first, i hadn't known i knew
But then i remembered your eyes,
a dazed and lifeless look
It's the look that i imagined you had as you stood
Right on the brink of the wood.
i could see myself, through your eyes
a stupid, foolish prize
Perhaps i could have been your pride
But then i wandered into the wild.
But i was never scared
My epic mind could turn even heartache into wine
But as far as my heart...
You watched it as a romance, as a dying star.
i remember your eyes, i do
they seemed even to have turned the coldest blue
From the earthy color that they were
A sign that you had left the Earth.
i tried to share so much with you
But i closed my eyes in vain;
in search of any light or idea
that could put an end to pain.
But i'd made up my mind, hadn't i?
Hadn't i chosen to let you play?
And now i know that look you'd had
Was but a poker face.
You warned me, didn't you?
i remember it clearly; and you might as well have said,
"I don't want to destroy you."
The closest one could come to death without becoming dead...
i don't think you wondered what became of me...
But i do know, somehow, that you regretted me...
So, what could that mean?
For it means too many things.
i wanted to share, and i did
But it led me off a ledge
It was almost as if you had
a voodoo doll inside your head.
Maybe it was too much fun
Maybe you found meaning in it
But i know you never laughed
It was not that kind of trick.
In fact, I imagine what it was was madness
As you quietly inflicted pain
Or maybe you did chuckle behind my back
Instead of calling out my name.
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to my friends...
05:00
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I was alone when you found me....
I was scared and distrusting
You came down the stairs
And you found me there.
In many ways, I owe my pleasure to you
In the palm of your hand was
a diamond and an apple seed
And you told me to plant it when I was ready.
You gave it to me
I accepted it gladly
I asked, "will you never leave?"
I swear, I wear your...
I swear, I wear your
smile
everywhere I go now
There's no such thing as a frown
when you're around.
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